numbers.

78.

i got 78 cents in my bank account. wow.

i DONT want to hear ANYBODY talk about being broke. because i only have seventy eight cents. and bill collectors calling every single day. and tmobile threatening to cut my phone off every single week. i wish this was the old days where familes banded together and took up donations for family members who were struggling. what to do? i dont like asking people for money...i might have to get over that right now. i just dont feel community with people its weird...what has happened to black people we have got to do better!!!!

45.

my dog weighs 45 pounds. and she is just almost 7 months old. which means she is going to probably get as big as 60 or more pounds. hmmm...

well, i had an interview today for a part time job at one of my favorite stores. as me and the interviewer were talking she said, "now i know you dont want to work for us with a masters degree" and i was like i need a full time job and 3 part time jobs to pay these bills because i am already so behind on them in the first place. i have to pay hundreds of extra dollars because of my finanical situation. and aint much i could do. who was going to work or hire me in the state i was in august and september? hmmmm....nah.

the economy sucks. i hope i get a job soon. i just want to pay my bills!!!! i dont even want money so i can go shopping or add more money to my savings account, get my nails done or all that other ridiculousness, i just want to pay my bills. what a luxury to be able to pay bills!!! count your blessings if you have a job making enough money to take care of your own business becasue i dont have one. i know my credit score SUCKS now and thats wack because i want to be able to start my businesses and try to get a business loan in order to open my book shop/community center next year...

God please....hook me up ASAP.