to play catch up.

i have been lazy.

but im depressed. what do you expect?

lol. amazing i just laughed. actually smiled after writing the second sentence.

i am doing better. i am getting stronger. i am actually laughing and smiling more with out hestiation. its honest. its pure. i still get angry pissed etc but now it is so much easier to push through those feelings. ok so i guess the lexapro works because like many other people i have read online, i am now able to not focus so much on my depression but i am able to work through it and try to deal with the issues that are causing it as well as get a handle on my life again.

so i have been lazy and havent wanted to write even though i have so much to write about. so what i will do is play catch up now in the next couple of posts and just write each post about everything that has gone on. i will try to do this tonight because i know i wont be able to fall asleep for awhile so i might as well do something productive instead of sit and watch tv or play this freecell card game on my computer. (i am addicted to that game.)

time to write. new post coming up now...